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Borrowed Clay by Lawrence Darmani

By Lawrence Darmarni·
I stare in the mirror and see me standing not unlike Adam the day God formed him out of worthless clay. Bare, bearing my prime frame altogether elated, saying this indeed is man. Ripe to the core without blemish that I can punch with these naked eyes. Then it escaped these twisted lips: what, clay, are you concealing that you know? Bones and flesh and water teamed with sinews drowned in blood but talking by nerves. Silly response— Who’s talking physical when I can see with my mind that physique begets you? I mean that which is concealed in your grey matter no one but you can see. That this frame is lent for three score and ten; perhaps four not by strength but clemency; and farewell to this prime flesh you must some day bid? So ask I one more time, dear me, with twisted lips what, watery clay, are you concealing, and what do you now know? Well, now it’s so crystal I can see the light: you mean, have I numbered those scores, before priding in the flesh to count them to make each count? My God! Have I?